24.4.05
"ou siang ju"
jus spent da last 12 hrs watching finish "qiang wei zhi lian"...cried a few times towards da last few disc...its really very touching..be it da love...or...da family...hw i wish...da ending is always like wat it is in da drama..but reality is..its nt...
i like to watch "ou siang ju" aka idol drama..though some ppl mite tot tat they're bit fake..childish...or wat..ever since meteor garden...im in love with them...
"qiang wei zhi lian"...tis story involves a family of complicated relationship of a movie star...where all da siblings r onli...so called mother related to each other...their father is all of diff men...there is da eldest sis...han fu rong...eldest bro...han jing....little bro..han kui...most imptly..claimed to be da ugly n fat...bai he...
1 day...bai he's gram died..gram left a letter ask her go find her mother...which is da star..han li..but seems tat da so called mother hates her...as bai he is actually da daughter of her gd fren chen siao ying..but she kept her in da hse as she tot tat bai he is da daughter of her most loved man...zheng ye..but da fact is..bai he is nt his child..but of another man...tat han li had a son wif..which is da youngest son...han kui..
da love part...at 1st bai he fell in love wif han jing..along wif han kui..which also like da bro..in da end..both men fall in love wif bai he..but han kui is blood related to her....so he cant marry his sister..which he wanted to so badly...its really hurts me when i see da 3 of them struggling wif each other..whenver bai he got any probs wif jing...kui will always be there to support her as a "brother"...can really imagine hw hurting is tat..love her yet..cant be wif her..bai he being inferior when wif jing..as ppl often mock her..being nt gd enough for him as he is tall n handsome..all da comments she have to stand...haiz...=~(
but gd ting..in da end...happy ending...as always...wat i wanna see also...am still feeling da impact of da story nw..really feel sad n hurt for kui...u mite tink im jus being cry baby or emotional or its jus a show...but..really...sad...=~~~(
i cant help but to feel da pain...hurt...for da characters in da show..i cried for almost every drama tat ive watched...hehe...=P sometimes...for after effect...even hearing da song..cant believe ba...coz i dun look like da kind rite..?? oh well...i dun really understand y....who knows..
叶子叶子是不会飞翔的翅膀
翅膀是落在天上的叶子
天堂原来应该不是妄想
只是我早已经遗忘
当初怎么开始飞翔
孤单是一个人的狂欢
狂欢是一群人的孤单
爱情原来的开始是陪伴
但我也渐渐地遗忘
当时是怎样有人陪伴
我一个人吃饭旅行到处走走停停
也一个人看书写信自己对话谈心
只是心又飘到了哪里
就连自己看也看不清
我想我不仅仅是失去你
Posted by dotsux at 4/24/2005 01:00:00 pm